As of late, I’ve been lost.
I look up at the stars. Calling upon some life form to save me from myself. Someone to believe in me before I could believe in myself. It was not too difficult I believe, since all I ever needed were a few kind words. I’m breathing in several things at the same time now. Unstable and unable, I continue to lie to myself. Failing at that one thing I was credited for. Now even my words are not mine to control.
Yet, I will write on. That is all I could ever do. That is what I will continue to do.
Lush 